Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Boringness is killin me

Watching dvd...dramas...movies... can't really fullfil my emptiness...hehehe. What can i do now? Crush... Crash...

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Confused

Is't friendship is so important until we can fight just because of our differences in thinking? The arguement of the real meaning of friendship is unneccessary as it only can deepen the wound...It hurts both of us emotionally. Yes, we had different views in friendship but there is one similarity, we are looking for the real meaning of friendship...

Maybe i unaware of your whole idea of talking of friendship, maybe my blatant way of giving idea make you puke, but what i want to say here is the more and further you walk in your life, you'll face more obstacles and challenges...then by that time you'll know the real meaning of true friendship...things are not so simple as ABC... Your point of view will change.

When i see you breakdown and depressed, i wish i can be part of you and share your pain. Life can be up and down whether you like it or not, you have to carry on and face the world. Millions of people facing depression, far more complicated than yours...of course. So you can't just pray to God and hope He can swap away your pain and sorrow... It's you, yourself need to embrace your life, face your problem, get done with it and life goes on... If you still let yourself down with it...you are failing with the evil works of demon.

I'm in different faith but i have faith in you that you can get through it... Don't give up or i'll have to give up on you...

Monday, April 10, 2006

weirdness

Saturday...a call from a gay. Sunday...received three sms from gay... what a weird days. It started when a guy called and treaten me not to call his GF...Instead of agree with i try to ask him for the reason, but you what he answer me...This is none of my business...then i answer i'm her (his gf) friend, so what's wrong of me calling her because it won't bring harm to me or him either... I think this guy is a bit pervert... Can't let his gf talking to her friend isn't a good solution of controling her life...!!! Come on...man...If you are man enough...try to think like man...or you are just another BOY try to act like MAN...???

Sigh...a girl called me jus now... I really don't know who I offended or maybe it's my lucky day...hahaha...lucky though...